I have not been updating much recently and I did not really go online as often as I used to. It might be due to various reasons; it could be that I am a bit restless, a bit not my usual self. There are things that are running in my head that I could not explain. It could be that my heartburn is acting up hence causing me to feel uneasy. Sometimes I do wonder whether the discomfort that I have is coming from my own head or it’s really there. As there is a saying, it’s all in the head. The brain is the master of our physical body. We are just renting it for the period of our lives.
I have read that cancer patient do feel depressed sometimes causing them to fell into depression. Although mine is under remission but the waiting game is quite dreadful. I do feel that sometimes I would just lay back and see where fate would lead me to. I do miss my hokkien mee and nasi lemak, hahaha. Blogging is a way to release it all, the bottle up feeling, the uncertainty and etc. I could not control the cells in my body but I could control what I wrote and when will I post an article in the blog. At least that what I thought that is until I realise blogging itself could be addictive.
Although blogging is between me and a screens that has a keyboard attached to it but as it progresses, it evolve into something that has a magnetic field that could pull us in. Into a world of obsession, a world whereby we would blog whatever that comes across our mind. The article that we read in the newspaper, the chat that we just had with the colleague and etc. As it progresses, it develops into a relationship, one between the readers, comments, the bloggers and the hit counters. I guess there are a lot of bloggers who is addicted to this. Actually this whole week is a week whereby I have proven to myself that I am not one of them as I have actually managed to restrain myself from actually posting anything (thank you heartburn, hahaha). What’s next? Sniff sniff, hand shaking, shall I blog somemore today? Guess not, I am ready for my dinner….
If I could I would stop time and together we breathe in some fresh air and erase whatever that is bothering us in this little space of mine, whereby my life story is told, my thoughts pour out and ideas brew.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
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9 comments:
hmmm... are we a blog addict? ;)
Selba, hahaha you guess is as good as mine....
wat deeee kap p'soo. sabai deee mai kap? pai nai leaw? kid teng blogging took wan lor? hehehe.
Adiejin, I will blog but might depends on my mental and physical health, hahaha.. I sat too much also feels backache hence bought a pillow and put in my back.
Keatix, ok lor, mai pai nai, yu ti KL, athit na pai krungtep.
Ive been slacking off lately too, seems like everyone is :)
we all aspire to be blog addcits, man :)
Monica, me too....
Dreaming Neko, I once sat on the chair for too long while blog surfing that it cause me gastric problem...hence now I turning my blog surfing activites few steps lower....
modesty is the best policy. Be moderate man, dont be addicted
Korokmu, yeah yeah, trying to hahaha
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