Monday, August 08, 2005

My Thoughts is hazy.

This pass few days my thoughts were hazy and I barely could string up some decent thoughts. My mind is still contemplating and undecided on my next course of action. Should I or should I not do an endoscope? Or even a colonoscopy? I am now flipping an imaginary coin in my head. Tik! Tok! Tik Tok!.

As I am still experience some funny feeling on my stomach and in the surrounding area near my lungs. Sigh! like I have discuss with a colleague, when a car has its engine spoilt it can be replaced by some spare parts but a human body? What can be done? I saw from newspaper last week about a boy who has implanted the Thoratec Implantable Ventricle Assist Device (IVAD) system to help his heart pump blood. The report in Star.

Others specialist, I am not sure but as for heart specialist I think Malaysia has a lot of highly trained and qualify heart specialist. There are numerous high profile surgeries that have been conducted successfully. I have visited hospital in thailand, their facilities is world class. For example when I did a medical checkup, all records including blood results, X-ray, ultrasound, MRI images are all centrally located and accessible by any specialist in anywhere within the hospital by a click of a mouse. Over here in Glenneagles Ampang, it seems its decentralise. One specialist record is not accessible by another. Anyway I am still flipping the coin and deep in thoughts... Tik! Tok! Tik! Tok!

9 comments:

keatix said...

ok, hope a clear and good decision will surface. watever it is, your wellbeing will b in my prayers.

hysoo said...

go with what your heart says. I think it knows better than anyone.

letti said...

it's always better to be safe than sorry, for sure...all the best.

leecs said...

pak soo, better check leh...

SooHK said...

Keatix, thanks man..

Sis, My heart is fill with a lot of things.. Sometimes need to use the brain instead as heart has too many feelings and emotion.

Letti, thanks...

LeeCS, planning to see this friday....

Anonymous said...

OMG look our borders are the same!!! (the dots and then solid lines) don't you love it? hahaha...soree i'm being too hyper today! oh yea, about your entry today...i hate deciding!!! it makes my life hard...bad part is i have to think about it the whole time too...i never get done thinking and never get anywhere on my decisions either. goodluck on your decision! =)

SooHK said...

Ches_Ca, smart people think and act alike hahahaha...decision in regards to life is difficult to make. Afraid of moving forward as it could means a few step backwards...Tik Tok Tik Tok...

Monica said...

Id get it all done, just to see whats going on!!!

SooHK said...

Monica, thanks....

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